I Wish You Would Stop Getting Hurt..

운명을 믿어요..사랑을 믿어요..참 다행이죠 그댈 내가 만난것..내 어두운 하루가 빛나게 됐으니 믿을수 없어요..뒤바뀐 세상..한사람만 보여요 그대 때문에 이세상이 모두 변한거죠..내 얼굴을 보면 입술을 보면 모두 알수있을거야 우리 변치 않을 사랑인걸

I believe in fate..I believe in love..It's fortunate that I have met you..I couldn't believe that my darkest day would able to shine..it's a changed world..only one person comes into sight. Because of you, everything in this world has changed..if you see my face and see my lips, you'll know everything. Our everlasting love...

이렇게..사랑..해본 적 없죠..

I have never loved..like this..

빛나는 저 태양 바라봐요..언제나 그댈 내려다봐요..그대가 그 어디에 있다해도 나는 태양처럼 그 곁에 있겠죠..나의기도가 하늘에 닿으면.. 바람을 타고 내 속삭임을 듣겠죠....

Looking at the shining sun..always looking over you..wherever you may be, I will be like the sun by your side..when my prayers reach the sky..I'll drift in the wind and my whisper would be heard....

들리나요..사랑해요...이 목소리 들어요...아주 멀리..있다해도..그대 있는 곳을 바라보며 난..살겠죠

Can you hear me?..I love you...hear this voice..that's far, far away..if ever..I see that place were you are, I..would live

그 누구나..또 언제나..쉬운말이 칼이 될때가 있지..상처를 낸..그 말들은 언제나 또 다시 돌아오지..생각해봐..지금 가장 후회하고 아픈 사람 누군지..가슴깊은 그 곳을 바라봐 큰사랑이 숨겨진걸..어떤이는 마음을 열지만..어떤이들은 높은 벽 쌓아..

Everyone... and again, always... there are times when simple words can become a knife... that causes hurt..these words always come back.. try to think about it.. who's the person who regret most and hurt.. look at that place deep in your heart, a love so big is hidden..some people open their hearts but..some put on a high wall..

마음의 문을 닫아두면..마음이 가벼워질까..상처뿐야..지나간 일들이야 이젠 알수없어 모두 끝난일이야..기쁨 아니면 슬픔..끝을 알수없어..산다는건 그런것..또 언제나 네 이름 부르며 이순간을 기다렸어..간절한 내 마음이 닿아 하늘이 한일인가봐..

If you close the door to your heart..Is your heart lighter?..it's just a wound...just things that have passed. We cannot know now, everything is over and done with..whether it's joy or sorrow..the end could not be known..that's life..I waited for this moment when I always call out your name..seems like my fervent heart reached the heavens..

이제는 너의 차례인걸..그에게 마음의 문 열어..너를 위해서..

Now it's your turn..open your heart to him..for your sake

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I cried reading this. My heart aches so badly. I don't even want to re-read HoMin's interview. It hurts too bad. It must hurt a thousand times more for Junsu. I'm sorry I couldn't protect you. I'm sorry you have to go through all this. I'm sorry. 


EDIT: So it turns out to be a piece from his latest musical Tears of Heaven. Lol. I feel much better! Teehee! Musical fighting Junsu-ssi!

αℓωαʏƨ κɛɛρ тнɛ ғαιтн.

The Painting W (to friends)

Late at night
The stars formed a letter
I still believe that it wasn’t a coincidence
At the same darkness at the same distance
There has been painted the form W as well

To make you able to see, it will sparkle even brighter
Keep in mind that I love you

Certainly,
One day we will meet a goodbye
Close the eyes to think of you
Wherever you are
It was still the same you as before
Only wish that you’ll be very happy

The dream of our future
We will board the ladder and go step by step
Waiting for you

Certainly,
One day we will meet a goodbye
Close the eyes to think of you
Wherever you are
It was still the same you as before
Until the day we meet
There will always be a place for you here
Because we believe that we are able to laugh with you again






The tears won't stop falling.
Do know that out hearts are bleeding with yours too. 
I find strength within you, I hope you can find it in us too, and carry on. 
Be strong, and we shall, for you.




αℓωαʏƨ κɛɛρ тнɛ ғαιтн, ♣ тSc ♠




source: YUAERUBI + baidu
trans: sharingyoochun.net

Smile

Smile though your heart is aching
Smile even though it's breaking.
When there are clouds in the sky
you'll get by.

If you smile through your pain and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll see the sun come shining through
For you.

Light up your face with gladness,
Hide every trace of sadness.
Although a tear may be ever so near
That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying.
You'll find that life is still worthwhile-
If you just smile.

stamped,

♣ тSc ♠

breaking point

she finally broke down. poor girl.

all those seemingly small matters added up, it was too much for her to handle. she couldn't hold her tears in anymore. cry, baby, cry, don't keep everything bottled up inside you.

there's a very uncomfortable feeling inside her. of feeling depressed. of feeling neglected. it's nobody's fault really, but it's just the way she feels.

the surprises have come to a halt, the attentiveness gone, she doesn't get romantically swept off her feet anymore. the calls and texts have lessen, no longer being accompanied, listened to or pampered, the initial spark seems to be disappearing. yes there are a million reasons to it, being busy and occupied with work, tired after working the entire day, friends to socialize with... but she's growing sick of those reasons and excuses. an excuse doesn't necessarily make a person excusable.

when she calls he seems eager to end the conversation, when he calls it's just to report. when she wants to talk he wants to watch tv, how many times has she felt so alone and just needed someone to comfort her but he's not available? can she not depend on him? is she asking for too much?

given time, all these would fade away, at least that's what she hopes for. will he go back to what he used to be? for the time being, all she can do is shut up, just be patient and suck it up.

she wonders what is the boy's point of view. if only she were a mind reader. if only the boy were a mind reader. things would be much simpler...

in silence

and i thought we were getting better. seems like i was dreaming or something. how could you say something so hurtful? i haven't even completely healed from the wound you left me few years back. the scar is still there. and now, you've added another blow to it.

i really thought we were making progress. slowly and steady. even without us uttering any words between each other, i really thought our feelings towards each other were mutual. i really thought, even we could never go back to last time, our relationship could be mended a little.

why must you do this to me again? i can't forgive you this time. if it is true you want to hate me, then go ahead. i can't be bothered anymore. i don't have the time or space in my heart to let this eat me up inside again. i am already burdened by so many stuff, can't you see? maybe you're blinded by your refusal to take a good look at me.

all you see is the bad side and never the good side of me. i believe i have good qualities to me. just why can't you see any of them? do you know how my heart breaks? do you know how my heart weeps? do you know how my heart bleeds? do you know...?

the first time, i thought you just said it out of rage. i hurted. couldn't really forgive you but i tried my best to throw it to the back of my mind. now, again you've said the same things. i am now sure you meant it the first time as well. i can't even cry out because i'm too heartbroken.

you didn't even notice me sighing so much these past week. you didn't even notice how suffocated i am, how much i wanna run away and scream my lungs out, how much i need someone to turn to. all i can do is suffer in silence. that's why i keep sighing. but did you notice any of that?

to you i'm such a bastard, then i have nothing more to say. if you don't wanna look at me, if even the thought of you looking at me disgusts you, then stop looking at me, as you did since years ago. i have never been the apple of your eye, now i know i never will. i cried years ago, i don't have the strength to cry now.

from now onwards, you go your way, and i'll go mine.

heartbroken,

bell-pepper

still, i can't help but cry.