Aduh...

My stomach is still churning. Bad case of diarrhea this morning.

Was prepared to go uni already, then suddenly had this immense pain grinding the walls of my stomach. Ouhmaigat. Cold sweat all over. Have yet to recover from my cough and cold and now this. Perfect.

After that I really hadn't an ounce of strength in me. So I just charged my batteries. My stomach being so weak, it almost killed me everytime those annoying dry cough kicks in. They last forever and my stomach hurts so bad!

Please please please no more of this.

Let's see how tomorrow goes.

stamped,

♣ тSc ♠

progressssss

alamak. dah jatuh sakit ni @@ now keep on 包云吞only.. and no tou dai, that doesn't mean i help my mom make wanton okay hahaha xD

AT-CHOOOOOOOO!!!!!!

on a happy note, i finally started haha! i did half, and then i ter-kick the plug, everything gone. forgot to save T.T then second try, every few seconds i press CTRL-S hahahahaha.....!! so far so good. at least got progress. and i'm starting to like my song more and more! yay! :D

okay. tmr got class. damnit. saturday also can't lemme rest.

*snooze*

pukey pukey

blurry... yesterday was EMA's Writers Club Song Writing Competition/Performance. had a bad case of food poisoning since early in the morn. don't simply eat rocky man...

puked at 4am, 5am, 7.30am. felt nothing after puking so went back to sleep.

but once i woke up, omg headache, backache, all my limbs felt so weak and soft, lethargic, really really felt unwell. and i was supposed to be at EMA by 3. i couldn't even get out of bed, how was i supposed to drive down? @@

so i had to ask maruku to take a cab to my house and drive me to KL using my car. that was how horrible a state i was in.

i was so whiny i couldn't even stand myself i dunno how maruku and mimu did xD they kept pestering me to not go to KL but how could i!? our team was already not perfect, if i didn't go, how will the show go on? not to say that i'm that important la, but teamwork is important. less 1 team member = no more team. so i just had to suck it up. after much persuasion, i finally agreed to go pay the doctor a visit.

felt super nauseous, doctor confirmed it was indeed food poisoning. he asked me whether i wanted to take med then or take a jab. since i needed to recover fast for the performance at night, i opted for the jab... right smack on my ASS *ouch* and right after that jab i rushed to the toilet to puke for the 4th time. damn.

reached at 4. but we didn't start practising till 5 i think. it was just a quick rehearsal. didn't really had the time to practise. and i was feeling terrible. i thought i was supposed to regain all my enerygy after the stupid shot and the energy drink??? my fever got worse, i was trying to hold on as hard as i could. bumped into li ching and her bf there too. too bad couldn't chat for long.

after the rehearsal, dropped dead in my car for 20 minutes. then went back up as the performance started.

we were the 3rd and 8th performance. so in between i sat in another room and just had some shut eye time. spinnig head, gah...

at the end of the day, our team didn't win any awards. but it's ok. it was a good experience, to work with people i've never worked with before. and i did try my best, judging on my condition that is xD

in my heart i know that we could have done much better if we pour in more effort and build up our chemistry. but, no regrets here.

after that i was too too TOO tired to even go for the scheduled gathering to meet up a few primary schoolmates. sorry dudes and dudestesses... catch up with you guys another time ba.

and today i never attend class at EMA too. i really need to sit back and relax for one day to regain my strength.

as my horoscope today says :

Take it easy on yourself, and put some energy

into figuring out a way to delegate a few tasks,

reschedule some meetings and push back a few

deadlines. Take yourself out of the running

for 'perfect person of the year' -- the title might

be nice, but it isn't much fun earning it!

Requiring a little bit less of yourself

enables you to succeed a whole lot more.

yellow ribbon

still feeling sick after last night's going up and coming down from Genting. went to watch :

who is this old fart? i had absolutely no idea. nil. nada. went with mark's family + pa and mimu. damn was i car sick. whole journey up my gut was at my throat. thank goodness i didn't eat anything or i would have puked. but could have puked out my intestines based on how sick i felt @@

anyway, had low expectations when we entered the arena of stars. we were at the VIP seating. just thought it would be a concert of some old guy singing some mellow ballads and oldies. boy was i wrong.

the stage was simple yet beautiful. with just little decorations. but it set the mood and ambience for a relaxing evening.

tony and his band came out to the roaring applause of the audience. it was quite a packed crowd last night. hmmm, seems to be quite famous.

he introduced his band : [not sure of the spelling sorry, just based on what i heard xD]

-tony wine, a lady who is is long time dear friend for 48 years since he 1st started in this business. she sings and composes. has done background vocals for many singers including phil collins.

-his ngeh tao (shaved head) little brother david orlando

-david short on bass

-a (super enthusiastic and fired up) drummer called michael jackson

-the person on guitar i forgot what's his name liao!!!

-another person on guitar and harmonica with the last name sibling

-keri cole on vocal and keyboard

he opened the night with tie a yellow ribbon around the old oak tree.

tony orlando and keri cole. this keri cole is FUCKING AMAZING and i mean it. he sings like nobody's business and is DARN GOOD AT IT!! he plays the guitar TERBALIK @@ he's left handed, so he strums the guitar with his left hand instead of right. means the chords he plays terbalik @@ GENG LO!!! my new au jiong!!!

see see see?!?! terbalik wan!!!!

tony orlando is really good cuz he allows his band members to showcase their talents. this makes the concert so much more interesting than hearing him sing all night long. here tony wine is singing her lungs out, and kerri cole had tonnes of opportunities to showcase his talentS, the guitar guy was damn geng too, and the harmonica was good too!!

tony wine and tony orlando. she tried her best to sing even though she was down with pneumonia. he even gave her a peck on the head as encouragement. how sweet.

front: my parents
further down: mark's parents.

enjoying haha. mark's mama was so cute
thoroughly enjoying the night clapping
her hands like a little girl xD

oh yea. did i mention that kerri cole is amazing? xD he does a mean impersonation of led zeppelin man @@ if i didn't like them before, i sure like them now. kerri cole is darn darn darn darn GOOD!!! he even did blues and again was darn good at it. he's so cute when he sang the brrrrrr part his cheeks were sagging and they were shaking so bad like turkey neck chio kawaii desu!!! xD

tony orlando did play the guitar too. admittedly not as good as kerri cole but it certainly made the crowd partied with him and partied we did!! he 1st started with a full suit and finally stripped down to just the shirt and trousers haha. sang so many songs and the crowd was really going strong. he even went up to the crowd under the supervision of bodyguards ofcourse. the crowd went mad lol. tony orlando, the band, and the crowd became one.

he even did an encore!!! haha!! his encore was great!!! the crowd was fucking high at hey jude, i can get no satisfaction and signed sealed delievered. tony orlando is realy charming and interacts with the crowd really really well. he had the crowd standing on both feet to sing along and just basically have a jolly good time.

he ended the show with the appropriate tie a yellow ribbon on the old oak tree for those who might have came in late. not before letting kerri cole, the guitar guy, and michael jackson sing together what they sing normally only during sound check. they are darn good. the harmonization was excellent!!!

thus this concludes his yellow ribbon tour!!!

to commemorate the perfect evening...

aside from being sick going up and coming down ofcourse xD

bell-pepper

i'm having a cold. *sniff*

first subject down. four more to go. CE was pretty good. i would kill myself if i didn't get an A. LOL. somehow i think i might have strayed a bit away from the topic (essay part), but what the heck, it's over. focus on the next avalanche. whew.

after exam today, was driving home and i turned on the radio to 98.8. was surprised to hear a familiar song. it's danny one's latest single freshly dropped yesterday (if i'm not mistaken) called ["一起祷告" - let's pray together]. it's about saving the environment and raising the awareness on the environment jong ji something to do with the environment la. 6 students of Lws (me included) recorded background vocals for this song. so check it out! try to spot me (well, my voice, actually. LOL) if you can! ;p i think it would be a little difficult though. if you want to you can spot me in another song! HAHA! it's kit(formerly of Buddy)'s single ["好听的歌" - nice song]. you can listen to it on AiFM. i would be the one doing the S.H.E.'s tongue twister from "zhong guo hua". it was hell for me to do that but i did it! AHAHA!

aisehman. my new bed has arrived finally. my back is really aching from all the sleeping on the couch for the past few nights. but i hate my new bed. it's so small. I WANT MY QUEEN SIZE BED BACK!!!!! T.T on the other hand, my room's really spacious now and i actually can feel that there's so much more air to breathe ahaha xD

i miss youtubing on tvxq... i haven't done that for a whole ..... ..... ..... 24 hours! wakaka... gonna go do that now wahaha! *skips away happily... whee!!!*

out,

bell-pepper

lying naked on the (bathroom) floor

when one is sick, when one is in pain, one really doesn't give a damn anymore.

like it isn't bad enough that one once sat on the toilet floor of the high school toilet - butt naked - (thinking back makes one wanna puke), one had to go on and break one's own record. yay.

one was very weak. all limbs functionless. really bo lat.



out,

bell-pepper

COuLDn'T iS sUCkY

i SUCKED in PK competition today!!!! wtf. !#%$%^^&&*$##%

sucked sucked sucked!!! the mic was too loud and i couldn't control it, and i couldn't imerse myself deep enough into the song.. probably cuz i didn't really understand the lyrics, as i just liked the melody and groovy beat to the song. yikes. i tried SO hard to focus but still my eyes just wandered here and there. couldn't get a focus point. and also there were a few ideas which i had planned to use during the sort of performance but i just couldn't. COULDN'T!!! *grrr*

disappointed with my lacklustre performance. big BIG sigh.

bottomline is, i did not execute the song well. baka.

anyway, been sick past few days. flu. FLU.

dad-big OLD cow-LiL cHick-me-mom. xD

HONG!!! i wanna go your house play namiiii~~~!!!!!

the lan dou-ness in me is back!!! it's CNY spirit i tell ya!!! hohoho...

out,

bell-pepper

sick II

UPDATE: i'm STILL sick. haha. but feeling much better than yesterday.

my condition went from bad to worse last night. was coughing, sneezing, and tearing all at the same time. damn horrible. like i was on drugs or something hahaha... (not a laughing matter if you were to see me in person okay...)

my eyeballs were hurting so bad. felt like they were on fire.. SERIOUSLY. really wanted to just scoop my eyeballs out man. not only that, my whole body was BURNING too... could feel my body temperature soar like mad but went i used the termometer to measure, my body temperature was perfectly fine. NUTS!!! i was SO SO HOT!! @@

feeling so weak and tired, i just lied on my bed. but then really cannot tahan already. mopped myself using a wet cloth, but to no avail. so i decided to drench myself with cold water. it felt SO GOOD!! so i just kept pouring cold water onto myself.

picture this: you just cooked something really REALLY hot using your wok. den you put the wok in the sink, and you run the water from the tap on it. naturally you'll hear sizzling sounds right? that's how it felt when i poured water onto myself.

felt so good i poured water onto my head head as well. i think i spent close to 15 minutes in the bathroom just pouring cold COLD water onto myself.

after that, whole night i kept waking up to blow my nose. DAMN alot of mucus hahaha... and i had a wet towel on my eyes to soothe the heat.

this morning also the same. most of my mucus out already. all the yellowish greenish gunk. heehee... kept reaching out for more tissues!!! still having coughs, and i didnt go for practice at Lws today. aih. so sad. but i'm really very unpresentable haha. hope i'll be all good tomorrow so that i can go for practice!!!

one good thing is: my nose ain't blocked anymore! i can finally breathe properly already! :)

used up LOTS of tissues and water. save the earth my ass la. that can wait till when i'm better.


PS: did anyone realize that i never use any short forms in this post? hehe... i think i'd better write in this way because some ulu people (you know who you are ;p) sometimes don't understand what i write lol xD



out,

bell-pepper

sick

wen i say i'm sick, i'm RELI sick.

i hv mucus flowing out non-stop fr my nose, i'v phlegm dat's making me speak wit a weird voice (it's SO annoying!!! it's NT even sexy ><), n dat leads 2 my ears being blocked (wont go away no matter hw many times i swallow my saliva @@), n 2 top dat off, i'v a bloddy headache!!!

laz nite went 2 Lws was coughing lik mad during d ENTIRE 3 hrs+ prc (OMG felt so paiseh cuz if it were somebody else i wud'v felt SO annoyed!!! ><)

den dis morn sneeze sneeze SNEEZE til nw stil haven stop. i think i pretty much used up all d tissues in my hs. haha... k la nt so kua jiong la.

i'm gonna nurse my fucking headache nw. :(


out,

bell-pepper

of under d weather n naan

aiya.......

so tired ar.... mostly bcoz whole day ad felt a bit under d weather...

aft lunch went 2 UTAR 2 gao dim some stuff, den reach hm toked 2 T on d fon 4 an hr n a half. (act can tok longer wan... bt too hungry n feeling a bit unwell oso...so...)

*T said my voice v "wen rou" (gentle) 2day haha. she's nt used 2 it... neither m i... cuz she said usually i v man wan HAHA!!! ;p bt 2day i reli sounded lik a.... girl. LOL! *

konked out on my bed 4 les den an hr den had 2 go 2 work ad :(

2nite changed venue 2 everyday. d foodcourt. at 1st jackson said i'm supposed 2 go 2 sri petaling punya carrefour wan bt i asked him 2 change 4 me haha.

reached dere a lil past 7.30 n B n PJ were ad dere. bt d stupid Maxis ppl stil haven arrived den. w8 w8 w8. den since PJ wasn't feeling wel so was i, v said dat til 8.30 if d buggers stil nv arrive den v'l chao ad. MANATAU dos stupid idiots nt so stupid aft all det arrived at 8.29. =.="""""""

nvm lo. do nia lo. den whole nite oso lik "bu sun li" (unsuccessful) lidet. nt oni 4 me bt 4 d rez of d ppl oso. sales damn slo. reli reli v tough crowd. at laz i reli beh tahan ad reli feeling hungry n nt wel so i suggested 2 PJ n B dat v go yam cha. so, off v went! heehee...

went nathan's conner den ordered 2 cheese naan, 1 sup kambing, 1 limau suam n 1 limau ais.

my god d naan took 4EVA 2 come!! bt d w8 was SO WORTH IT HAHA!!!! :D it came HOT fr d oven... shredded cheese melted on d hot hot HOT naan YUMMY!!! @@ bt hor, halfway eting, v felt dat d other halves of our naans tak cukup cheese la. so v asked d ah-ne (big bro) hw much wil it cost 2 hv xtra cheese. i blif i spoke in mamak malay bt he din seem 2 u/std me. i dunno y. ask ask ask. den aft dat he said can wan. 1 person xtra 1 buck. bt since v bof hv half a piece left oni, v told d guy 2 bring us cheese 4 1 person's portion oni la. den can share share ma...

manatau dis lil request caused QuiTe a chaos dere man. d naan boss said kenot kenot coz den he can mk 1 les cheese naan wor... den aft dat i heard d waiter said d naan boss bodoh wan ahaha... den other waiters oso go n gaduh wit d naan boss...

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~dis r oni sOMe of d ppl hu gaduh-ed wit d naan boss. ALL BCOZ OF me wanting some xtra cheese!!!!???? @@

anw, around 5 mins l8r, d naan boss came 2 our table, he brought a *____ (i dunno d penjodoh bilangan la...) of cheese n a grater wit him too. v were a bit shocked la ofcoz. he lik mm song lidet. (ooi... dun play play o... burly man wit lotsa (imaginary) chest hair haha.. XD)

den he started grating d cheese on2 d halves of our naans HAHA!!! :D

DAMN satisfying man dat meal wakaka!!! poor naan boss!!!

beta dun go bac dere 4 a few months. sked he can recognise me den aft dat pui his saliva on2 my cheese naan den cham lor... ><

eee... nose damn alot of "bei tai" haha...

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o ya. wanna add sth. jz nw i reached hm b4 12.30.

i fin watching C.S.I. Vegas den on9 lo. c d clock, 1.00am 19th June 2007.

so i said 2 my elder sis: "eh, yahor. happy bday."

u noe wat dis ngong gui said bac 2 me???

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ngong gui da jie: "shit."

??????? =.=""""""

anw, happy bday la sui poh. haha. u'r old ad. bt y ur mind stil... haha XD

out,

bell-pepper