past few days have been very exhausting. it's not that i'm super busy or what, and i haven't even started on ANY of my assignments and projects @@ that aside, i can't really figure out what's wrong with me. feeling sick and tired. ya know? sien? yea. i'm not really thinking about anything but yet my mind can't seem to rest. many things are racing through my brain now as i type. it's so bizarre but i seem to have no control over my brain anymore. i need to see a doctor. haha. fuck it fuck it fuck it. adrian's tagline is getting to me. urgh. i need some excitement in my life. i need to do something drastic soon, or risk losing myself, if i haven't yet already. i need inspiration, i need something to pull out the inner me. i need to feel alive again. i need somebody to save me. i can't stand feeling like all the life has been sucked out of me. it freaking kills me really. i heave each sigh deeper and deeper. i'm basically a soulless walking body. a zombie.
out,
bell-pepper
No comments:
Post a Comment
Leave your message after the beep. *bEeP!*