feels like i'm carrying more than what i can carry. the burden is getting heavier by the day, but i'm still carrying it, and it's really weighing me down. what do i do next? i go ahead and throw more stuff onto my back. smart ass.
it's so tiring being in a bad mood. the chest feels so pressed and i keep sighing. ALOT. and i feel i've been barking at people these few days. chongmal mianhamnida.
with so much to do, i should probably get started. but procrastination sinks in. damn. i surround myself with people i don't fully trust, will it be my ticket to the downwards spiral? i hope not. wa de fuk am i yapping about? i have no idea.
so many bloody songs to write..... D...... I...... U....... it's not that i don't like writing songs, don't get me wrong, i love it. it's just that, i need to take my own sweet time, and have a quiet environment, it's just so hard to do that at home. you bugger keyboard faster come la!!!!!
the stress is not there... you're just imagining it... let it go baybeh... let it go....
dying,
bell-pepper
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