help

i haven't finish my mass media report which is supposed to be submitted tomorrow. thought of staying up late to do it tonight but seems like i won't be able to cuz i'm really tired. my enerygy is drained out.

dinner was awful. i never spoke a word and at many times was on the verge of crying. i can't even look at him. why does she have to do this to me? acting like nothing happened doesn't work. i can't proceed without untying this knot. i'm mad at how she's trying to make it seem like nothing happened. something happened. nothing can erase that.

i'm really tired. i've tried so hard to avoid. i've tried so hard not to think. i've tried so hard to move on but my heart really very bu gan xin. i'm holding a grudge against him. my heart feels so heavy and i can't help it. it's really very tiring. i hate it but i can't help it.

what should i do..? somebody please shine some light on me... u_u

tired

bell-pepper