pukey pukey

blurry... yesterday was EMA's Writers Club Song Writing Competition/Performance. had a bad case of food poisoning since early in the morn. don't simply eat rocky man...

puked at 4am, 5am, 7.30am. felt nothing after puking so went back to sleep.

but once i woke up, omg headache, backache, all my limbs felt so weak and soft, lethargic, really really felt unwell. and i was supposed to be at EMA by 3. i couldn't even get out of bed, how was i supposed to drive down? @@

so i had to ask maruku to take a cab to my house and drive me to KL using my car. that was how horrible a state i was in.

i was so whiny i couldn't even stand myself i dunno how maruku and mimu did xD they kept pestering me to not go to KL but how could i!? our team was already not perfect, if i didn't go, how will the show go on? not to say that i'm that important la, but teamwork is important. less 1 team member = no more team. so i just had to suck it up. after much persuasion, i finally agreed to go pay the doctor a visit.

felt super nauseous, doctor confirmed it was indeed food poisoning. he asked me whether i wanted to take med then or take a jab. since i needed to recover fast for the performance at night, i opted for the jab... right smack on my ASS *ouch* and right after that jab i rushed to the toilet to puke for the 4th time. damn.

reached at 4. but we didn't start practising till 5 i think. it was just a quick rehearsal. didn't really had the time to practise. and i was feeling terrible. i thought i was supposed to regain all my enerygy after the stupid shot and the energy drink??? my fever got worse, i was trying to hold on as hard as i could. bumped into li ching and her bf there too. too bad couldn't chat for long.

after the rehearsal, dropped dead in my car for 20 minutes. then went back up as the performance started.

we were the 3rd and 8th performance. so in between i sat in another room and just had some shut eye time. spinnig head, gah...

at the end of the day, our team didn't win any awards. but it's ok. it was a good experience, to work with people i've never worked with before. and i did try my best, judging on my condition that is xD

in my heart i know that we could have done much better if we pour in more effort and build up our chemistry. but, no regrets here.

after that i was too too TOO tired to even go for the scheduled gathering to meet up a few primary schoolmates. sorry dudes and dudestesses... catch up with you guys another time ba.

and today i never attend class at EMA too. i really need to sit back and relax for one day to regain my strength.

as my horoscope today says :

Take it easy on yourself, and put some energy

into figuring out a way to delegate a few tasks,

reschedule some meetings and push back a few

deadlines. Take yourself out of the running

for 'perfect person of the year' -- the title might

be nice, but it isn't much fun earning it!

Requiring a little bit less of yourself

enables you to succeed a whole lot more.