yeah i'm psycho like that

i don't really like myself right now. been feeling blue the whole day. it's tiring.

b's birthday dinner at ole ole bali last night. food was good. but we sat outside. so hot and banyak mosqs. wrong call to wear mini skirt @@

hope you had a wonderful night dear. and no you're not a bimbo despite what some people might say :) *kiss*

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do not speak through people's mouth. it pisses me off even more.

when you misinterpret what i say, i can't be bothered to explain myself when i'm being misunderstood.


do not always think of the negative side of me. when i say something, don't always think from one side. please think from the other end as well.

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what went on as a wonderful evening came to a pretty ugly end i would say. cuz i went berserk? something triggered something inside of me and i just went bonkers. i don't know why.

i can't help it. i really don't know what went into me. i'm sorry. and up till now i still can't 过我自己那关. i can't find a solution to this. i still don't know what went wrong and why did it happen the problem is still not resolved. what can i do now? can someone shed the light on me?

should've died a long time ago? ouch. the situations are different but i guess they don't matter now. what's done is done. i can't take back what i did or say. maybe i should just shut up from now on, since whatever that comes out from my mouth brings nothing good to us. despite me being honest. what fucking ever lah.



waiting for doug to come fetch me to go to jc's bday bash together-gether. hope i don't bump into someone i really dread seeing in my lifetime. i don't know what i would do. but dai gat lai si i should see him tonight, please let me pass the night with grace. a-moon.

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FUCK MY LIFE. i just heard he's there. and i have to go now. PLS. PLS. PLS. spare me the humiliation. plsssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss

i'm done! seriously. what fucking ever. i'm moving on. for reals. peace out.