all drained out

finally, all assignments are completed and submitted. i can heave a deep deep sigh now.

but somehow, at the back of my head, something is still bugging me. like i still have unfinished stuff.

probably because it has been this way for the past few months. suddenly no more datelines to rush, no more late nights to spend, feels kinda weird. am i let off the hook so easily? hmm...

perhaps it just hasn't sunk in yet. I.AM.FREE.

well, asides from my music work, of course.

after this last term of music course, i can really have more time for myself. haven't been in touch with myself lately. it's all about rushing this and rushing that, and frankly, it's really taking a toll on me. i'm beat.

it's been a really crazy few months. and i've had enough of it. stressed out to the max, and pushed to my limits in many ways too. still, i've endured it. hopefully, things can come at a consistent pace from now on, instead of everything gushing in on me at once. it's really too much to handle.

i need to take a breather. just go somewhere, and do NOTHING. just relax, and wind down. i really need it. bad.




won't you take me by the hand take me somewhere new...